Sometimes I will forget. I will forget things like what I mean to people or what I can be. I get that adrenaline rush and noting is on my mind except that one thing. And her the thought of her being there and laughing with me or at me me being able to make her laugh… Then I realize I fucked up and should have listened. Listened to the girl who knows what’s best for me… The girl who loves me unconditionally… Well… I fucked up big time and now I can’t fix it.


If I’m comfortable with you, I’ll:



  • call you names
  • tell you weird and personal details about myself
  • say “I NEED TO PEE” instead of just brb
  • type in caps a lot.

If i’m extra comfortable with you I’ll do all that and:

  • talk casually about porn and really perverted thoughts 
  • share funny photos from my tumblr dash
  • actually tell you when i’m upset 
  • try to make conversation with you 
  • just generally act really silly when I’m in a good mood
  • tell you jokes even if they’re bad